So things are looking up

Hallo!

Today has been a pretty productive day.  First of all, i’m within my calorie amount and I have some spare, which is great! Because I haven’t eaten dinner.  Secondly, looks like i’ve lost three pounds this week, so that was good news.  I didn’t end up going to the gym today, but why focus on that Anyway, last night I had a blast.  I went out and ended up getting home around 4am! wow, I haven’t done that in long time.  My friend, and a few of his friends went to Golf Land in like…… hmm somewhere down south? But anyway, I didn’t feel used at all.  I paid the gas and he made sure to pay for everything we did and food.  Whenever I said something nice, or did something nice — he made sure it came right back at me.  I could also for the first time in a long time, smile and have fun!  It was great.

Before anyone goes jumping for anything, just realize it’s only a friend of mine and I want nothing more than friendship.  But it was nice to be appreciated, i’ll say that. 

So as if my staying out until 4am wasn’t drastic enough, I had to wake up at 9AM to go to meet my group at the Library for the project that, while they have awesome ideas, I end up doing the majority of the work.  So I actually got up, got there, and worked from 10:20 until 5:15 or so.  We accomplished a lot.  And on top of that I started on a newsletter that I am going to be the head of for a program at our school. 

I don’t know if I wrote about this or not, but last week our school went under review for a variety of things, and I was the student elect who represented a few programs at the school.  It was awesome, I felt so proud of myself.

The only hard part about not having Sean is that sometimes people will ask about him, or want to talk about it which i’d rather just not.  So I have successfully ignored it thus far. It was a little touchy when a woman that works at WAIII said “are you still with that cute boy? ” and I had to say.. “well he was cute, but it just wasn’t working like it was.”  So anyway, that’s basically my update.  I may go out again tonight, and I was invited to go see a movie, but it’s rated R and i’m not so much into that — so we’ll see..

On the school front i’m doing pretty well.  I have a two page list of things I need to do for my classes but to be honest it is quite an ambitious and over achiever kind of list so if I don’t fully complete it, life is not going to fall into smitherines. 

Catch ya later!

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Long Night.

Cowa Bunga! What an evening I have had.

As if being behind in my math class to the point of not knowing if I am going to pass it or not is not cruel enough to my GPA.  I also have an Epiphany this evening that the classes that I am earning the highest grades in, are of fewer units than the ones that I am earning not so hot grades in.  I decided it was time to do some homework.

I’m still behind on Math, and it was due over a week ago and that’s the latest he told me that he’d accept it, after of course telling me that he’d already accept it late due to my late entrance of the class.  And all this of course around the same time I had to give myself an exception to take the exam later than the rest of the class due to the fact that I HAD to work on the day that we were suppose to take it, and on the “second choice” day I was straight booked with classes, and mandatory prior obligations.  Not obligations like I am doing everything I can to avoid this math test, but actual classes, and study groups that required my attention equivocally at that point.

So I decided to catch up in German.  That required that I

a. Catch up two chapters in my workbook, and auditory component.

b. Do or research 2 cultural related things, restraunts, movies etc.  Write about them, and why they are different. 

c. write two paragraphs with adjective endings correct, and make a point of making it sound interesting as the rest of the class will be given a copy WITHOUT the endings on the words and will have to piece it back together using the blanks.

d. And this one doesn’t really count but basically I have added D because it accounts for the 4 extra hours that it took me to accomplish these tasks because in order for me to do them I had to go through the book and review what I didn’t know or didn’t fully understand in order to enable myself to write them. 

 

So now that I have finally finished the adjective ending paragraphs, even though no one on my friends list is going to be able to read them, I feel the need to post them, if for nothing else than my own sanity, piece of mind and assurances that the work I put into it will be slightly appreciated.  

So oooo…. ahhh…. yeah.. mmmm — here it comes

 

Der Kaffee

Der Kaffee ist sehr refreshing in der morgens. Ich muss dies morgen haben den kaffee. Kaffee kommt mit viele variation wie scholade, weiss schokolade, vanilla, hazelnut, und honig. Ich liebe kaffee von Napa Valley Coffee Roasting House, aber starbucks cafe ist meine Gemeinsamer Treffpunkt. Der Kaffee wacht mir auf, und hilft mir fokus. Kaffee ist ein Stimulans ist bekannt, dass saratonin Ebenen zu beeinflussen, so ist dies keine Überraschung.

Darting ‘Huxelrebe’ Trockenbeerenauslese, Pfalz, Germany, 2005 (copied from the wine list at MartiniHouse.com so I am not sure which part would be the title, and which part is a description of the wine’s characteristics)

Mein Trockenbeerenauslese wein ist ja sehr suss, und wunderschon. Ich trinkt es oft. Mein Eltern Empfehlt diese wein mir. I liebe nur suss wein, und ja ich kenne diese wein ist von Morsch Trauben. Die besten platz fur trockenbeerenauslese trinken ist Martini House, ein restaurant in St. Helena, California. Meine zweite lieblings wein ist bischen teuer dann lieblings trockenbeerenauslese, und heisst moscota. Diese süß, erfrischend, und sofort erfreulich Wein hat weniger Ebenen der Geschmack, sondern eher passend für die meisten Mahlzeiten.Eine schoenes tag wird nach Weingueter gehen, und nur die besten suss wien trinken.

 

Oh that’s nice, Windows live writer just decided that everything I typed was spelled incorrectly.  Stupid damn dictionary.  — Don’t even get me started on the German dictionary I bought.

So I went and PURCHASED a top of the line dictionary that was JUST for German.  The ones with a variety of languages seem to be like a Toyota Camry, decent at most words, but not great at any one thing; such as Grammar, or advanced words.  So I install it — and then leave it alone once it says it’s “ready for use”.   Until I try to use it tonight.  I get some strange error message that simply translates to, won’t work – contact administrator.  No other guidance as to which administrator or administrator of what.. just plain.. administrator.  lovely eh?

 

My mother is addicted to Taylors.  I swear, by the end of this month we’ll be known as more than Regulars, we’ll be the Day-ers. 

I feel odd and fat leaving with that note, but I don’t have anything else to say for now.  Good night.

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Yeah Google, thanks a bunch.

Yeah so I’m about to shoot anyone who is still of the opinion that German and Psychology Majors must take Math at least to the level of statistics.  Yeah, did they forget how tedious algebra was.  Okay, funny part coming up.

So Google debuted this new “Scholar” version of the web search.  And you know, Google’s pretty cool…sometimes.  So in my anxious rush to download every perfect square, and cube table available to me as cheat sheets for an exam I decided to try “Scholar”.  After all, I’m a serious student….now, and “Scholar” just makes me feel so much more educated.  Not to mention that in my external persona it’s a word I use to describe myself quite often.  If only the knew.

Funny part still coming ….. So you know I search for Perfect Square and cube table crap…. and what comes up.  Something that only, and I mean only a Stanford Graduate with a Masters and Ph.D in creating non-exsistant Math would ever considering using.  It was insane, try it.  Just click on some of the links.  That’s like a foreign language, for geeeeks

Okay, it wasn’t that funny.  But it sure shot my confidence toward my scholarlyness out the window.

I love Math, Math is beautiful.  Math is the absence of all evil.  I love working through difficult, circling, and redundant unrealistic math problems.  Keep reminding me of that.  My GPA will appreciate it, and maybe I will in like 10 years when I am finished with all of my education and I am making more money because I loved Math in March of 2008

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Unscheduled Update.

It has been forever since I have written.  I started a few days back when I thought I had an unbelievable amount to say, although all I could come up with was “I’m really unhappy… actually no I am not”

I just want to touch base right now that we had an interesting time at Sean’s house the past two days.  And tomorrow is Monday.  We managed to talk and pull it together enough to see each other.  If he knew I was writing right now he wouldn’t be happy because I am suppose to be doing math.  In my defense, I have done math for over and hour and while I am about 10 hours behind, at this rate — I think it’s better that I take breaks before I hate it.  I STILL haven’t turned in my homework that was due before I took the exam.  Woops, I’ll have to work on that.  I’m currently catching up on the learning experience that I would have benefited from much had I done it BEFORE the exam.  Lovely.

Before I forget I want to write about Sean eating without me.  The cereal thing.  I had just arrived at his house after he said he had thought about things and that he wanted to hang out.  And he makes himself some food without even offering me anything.  I could tell by the look on his mom’s face that even she was surprised he didn’t offer me any.  Oh well he sat there and ate it and said nothing.  I already think.. man I should probably eat before I go out with him, but I never realized when he moved into the comfortable phase that he wouldn’t offer me food.  Remember this is the guy I told everything to, so I feel like he should know me about better than I know myself.  I am trying to decide if I should talk to him about it.  I mean it’s not that big of a deal, but I have been working on “picking my battles”…. and I have realized that if I am still thinking about it after this long, I should probably consider saying something. 

I really like this writer thing from MSN.  Everytime I use it I think of my friend who hates Microsoft telling me that MSN comes into one’s computer and screws it up.  This writer thing has really benefited me, and I prefer MSN messenger over AIM anyday.  So I have no problem letting Microsoft know that I like their product.  I think he’s just bitter.

I told Amanda (Sean’s brothers’s gf) in front of the entire family on Sean’s birthday that I had pictures on my myspace but that they were just privated.  I totally lied, but I didn’t think to NOT accept her friend request… so I did and what do you know, now she knows I lied.  But I didn’t want his family to think that he met me without pictures.  Something about me secrectly being self-conscious that just didn’t allow me to be honest.  Now i’m considering writing her an email and saying “Ohhh Sean reminded me that I said I had pictures on myspace… well I DO, they are just hidden in the blogs.. and then just don’t unblock my blogs.. which of course I would never think of doing seeing as the information within those blogs are completely personal.

Oh, i’m about to make a livejournal.  I’m not sure what I’ll use it for seeing as I am almost perfectly happy with this blog.  There are just a few features of LiveJournal that I miss.

That’s all for now.

So much to say, nothing to write.

Yeah so, I had a lot to write earlier and now of course, I have forgotten.  This is why it would not be wise of me to write a book because in order to write a book you have to remember the things that you wanted to write that you know sounded so great and would be oh so entertaining.