It has been forever since I have written.  I started a few days back when I thought I had an unbelievable amount to say, although all I could come up with was “I’m really unhappy… actually no I am not”

I just want to touch base right now that we had an interesting time at Sean’s house the past two days.  And tomorrow is Monday.  We managed to talk and pull it together enough to see each other.  If he knew I was writing right now he wouldn’t be happy because I am suppose to be doing math.  In my defense, I have done math for over and hour and while I am about 10 hours behind, at this rate — I think it’s better that I take breaks before I hate it.  I STILL haven’t turned in my homework that was due before I took the exam.  Woops, I’ll have to work on that.  I’m currently catching up on the learning experience that I would have benefited from much had I done it BEFORE the exam.  Lovely.

Before I forget I want to write about Sean eating without me.  The cereal thing.  I had just arrived at his house after he said he had thought about things and that he wanted to hang out.  And he makes himself some food without even offering me anything.  I could tell by the look on his mom’s face that even she was surprised he didn’t offer me any.  Oh well he sat there and ate it and said nothing.  I already think.. man I should probably eat before I go out with him, but I never realized when he moved into the comfortable phase that he wouldn’t offer me food.  Remember this is the guy I told everything to, so I feel like he should know me about better than I know myself.  I am trying to decide if I should talk to him about it.  I mean it’s not that big of a deal, but I have been working on “picking my battles”…. and I have realized that if I am still thinking about it after this long, I should probably consider saying something. 

I really like this writer thing from MSN.  Everytime I use it I think of my friend who hates Microsoft telling me that MSN comes into one’s computer and screws it up.  This writer thing has really benefited me, and I prefer MSN messenger over AIM anyday.  So I have no problem letting Microsoft know that I like their product.  I think he’s just bitter.

I told Amanda (Sean’s brothers’s gf) in front of the entire family on Sean’s birthday that I had pictures on my myspace but that they were just privated.  I totally lied, but I didn’t think to NOT accept her friend request… so I did and what do you know, now she knows I lied.  But I didn’t want his family to think that he met me without pictures.  Something about me secrectly being self-conscious that just didn’t allow me to be honest.  Now i’m considering writing her an email and saying “Ohhh Sean reminded me that I said I had pictures on myspace… well I DO, they are just hidden in the blogs.. and then just don’t unblock my blogs.. which of course I would never think of doing seeing as the information within those blogs are completely personal.

Oh, i’m about to make a livejournal.  I’m not sure what I’ll use it for seeing as I am almost perfectly happy with this blog.  There are just a few features of LiveJournal that I miss.

That’s all for now.